Saturday, 30 June 2007

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    Gone with the Wind (Two-Disc Special Edition)
    By Everett Brown, Fred Crane, Clark Gable, Howard C. Hickman, Leslie Howard
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    Eighteen

    I am eighteen.

    I am returning to my old haunts on the internet, like xanga and deviantart.

    I am going to an amazing school this september.

    I am becoming more creative once more.

    I have a job that pays well and will help me with my intended career.

    I am well looked after.

    And yet, I am un-alterably discontented as always. Will I ever be fully satisfied with life? Will I ever taste real, tangible happiness? I suppose I'm simply spoiled in my way of life; I've had it too easy to really appreciate how good I have it. And yet I can't help feeling, as always that their is something missing. Something wrong. Not with what life has offered me, but with me. In me. My way of thinking is confused and indecisive.

    It is me that is flawed.

Comments (3)

  • Elektrik_Red

    Hey -- I've been wanting to email you or something to see how you're doing.  I'm so glad that so many things in your life are going well!!  I completely understand your last paragraph.  It hits the nail on the head of how I've been feeling.  Stay cool Clare...

    Rachelle 

  • gaylosergirl

    Wow, a Xanga user that I know in real life. Let's plan a hangout day. My phone's not in service, but still...much girl time is needed, I think. I'll get in touch with you when I can, or just message me on My Space. =)

    Love ya, Clare!
    ~Ash

  • avoiceinthewilderness

    Hello Ms. Clare,
    You worked hard to make to make your site so cute and colorful but I see that you don’t write here much anymore!
    I like to write articles about God and religion on my site. I want to help people to really get to know God, especially in these troubled times. Jesus gave us a message of hope that is in the Bible: 14 "This good news of the kingdom will be proclaimed in all the world as a testimony to all nations. And then the end will come." (Matthew 24:14) (HCSB) I hope you get a chance to look at them.

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