Yes, I'm writing something at last. Jump for joy. Wootage and all that.
Things are nice. Life is good. But I feel...heartsick.
I feel as if there is a bright and beautiful light just before me; a
light which I cannot look at directly, and which I fear will extinguish
itself if I try to come closer to it.
I feel as if rain is pouring down, the sun is shining brightly...and I'm too weary to walk away from it all.
I feel as if those few simple words would heal an entire life-time...yet I know those words will never come...
"Cryptic" I'm sure you're thinking, or something like that. But it
doesn't matter; sometimes we just need to be heard, even if it's not
understood.
On a brighter note; Colorado was lovely. Belle is growing up to
be...stubborn. Very stubborn. I think her princess birthday (those of
you who saw the pictures will understand what I'm talking about) may be
going to her little head a bit. She kept saying "no!" to my sister...my
mother said Windy and I never did that when we were little. With
another baby on the way, I'm not sure Windy will be able to handle all
of this.
Oh dear...that was supposed to be a brighter note!
Well, I
did have a lovely time
in Colorado. It snowed buckets; real snow, not that icy stuff we get
down in Texas. It was my first real experience with that much
snow...and mountains, and wide open spaces...and yet it seemed so
familiar; as if I'd experienced all of it before.
And now, I must go to bed, so that I can wake up tommorow and get ready
to go to my next trip; Florida. Two new states in one week; shall I
survive such excitement?
Comments (1)
"chorus of birds"?
Okay.
So...
Who is this you're heartsick for? You know you can tell me! Besides, you already know about mine. *sigh* I MUST KNOW!!!
Hope you had a great time on your trip!